I dedicated this for the one who's in love. I mean to those who just been in love. Ala-ala first love but the fact is, its not your true love but its your puppy love.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. Opps, my bad muahaha :D You give them a piece of you. They didnt ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you and then your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Then you will say, Damn boy. I hate boys. FUCK UP! Err. At that moment, I will also fuck you up girl. You like him, you've already give everything to that person you loved. When he leaves you, you talk shit about them. Its part of the game. You play, you will get your game over. Get it? Bitchie girls, I really hate your attitudes.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you and then your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Then you will say, Damn boy. I hate boys. FUCK UP! Err. At that moment, I will also fuck you up girl. You like him, you've already give everything to that person you loved. When he leaves you, you talk shit about them. Its part of the game. You play, you will get your game over. Get it? Bitchie girls, I really hate your attitudes.
This is my wish for you. This is considered as YOUR TRUE LOVE okay :) Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.
